Wonderings, Ponderings And Explanations
Numbers 30:2
Numbers 30:2 “If a man vow a vow unto the LORD, or swear an oath to bind his soul with a bond; he shall not break his word, he shall do according to all that proceedeth out of his mouth.” Well…….I am sitting here this morning thinking how badly I need to start writing again. I am constantly humbled by your requests for the ponderings that go through my mind. It’s hard for me to believe that someone would actually want to read something I would pen. I have been out of touch for a while now and I think you deserve a explanation and maybe a insight into who I really am. Back in November, Linda Gail started the process of knee replacement in her right knee. Arthritis had done it’s damage and there was no other choice available. She had a very successful surgery done on December 3, for which I am very grateful. Since that time, the days have been full of rehabilitation and unfortunately agonizing pain. Night time has been terrible, trying and very difficult for her. All through this time I have been doing everything I can possibly do to take care of her and make her life easier. She has been, is and will always be the joy and apex of my life. When she has an ailment of some kind it transforms me into a “worry wart”. I can not think of anything but her care and well being. I have tried to get my mind on other things or do other things but I always drift back to the vows I made to her and two very important men in my life, my Dad and my Father-in-law. Dad was a very impressive role model. A stately man whose word was as solid as a rock. He taught me that nothing was more important than to take care of the one’s you love. He loved Linda Gail very much and I can still see the sternness in his face as he explained to me the responsibilities of a man. I never want to disappoint him by my actions as a man and husband. Then there was my Father-in-law. A very hard working man who had a little girl as his only child. The bond that the two of them had is the strongest I have ever seen. Not one time did he ever say anything out of the way to me. He was always supportive of us and would do anything he could to help us. I loved that man like he was my own Dad. He is another that I would never want to disappoint, after all, he entrusted his only child to me. Later in his life he encountered health problems that took it’s toll. We all agonized in our own ways for this man we all loved. In his last few days we gathered with him at a Chattanooga Hospital. He was in the ICU and in very critical condition. I had a moment with him alone and I told him he had absolutely nothing to worry about. I promised him that I would see that his little girl would always be taken care of and he could go on home with no worries. He could not speak, but he raised his eyebrows in acknowledgement of my vow to him. I will never forget that day. The vows that we make in this world are of the utmost importance to ourselves and the ones we make them to. We do not understand or realize the ramifications of these vows in this world and in the unseen realm. If the words we speak meant nothing or had no power, there would be no cautions in the Bible. Our Scripture today tells us to watch what we say. Here it simply tells us to never, ever break a vow. Vows bind our soul to the words we speak forever. If we break the vows we have made we are cursed with a curse. We carry that curse and it’s consequences until we make it right. Oh my goodness, what a mess we make for ourselves and never realize it. We go through days, weeks, months and years of agony of all kinds and never realize we may be living out a curse because of things hastily said and broken promises. Our souls are bound with chains and we can’t realize the freedom Jesus gives. I think I understand the weight of words and vows, therefore I hope and pray that I will never be cursed. So with these vows I made to these men I love and the ultimate vow I made to my precious wife, my thoughts and actions are to fulfill them. So now you know the reason for my absence, I’ve been working to fulfill my vows. Today you may be thinking about the promises and vows you have made throughout your life and you have never realized that your soul is bound by them. You may even be thinking about broken promises and living under a self inflicted curse. Well…………there is good news in the precious Word of God. Go to 1 John 1:9 and put it in to action!! Now be honest and tell God exactly what is going on, what you have done and who you have done it with. He makes a promise back to us that He will never break. When you truly do this the freedom you receive from binding chains is unexplainable. What a awesome God. I love each and every one of you and I pray for the best of you all. I hope you have a great day and a good week, remember us in your prayers, thanks for reading and I’ll see you tomorrow. Your eternal friend…….Pastor Brion